I HATE . . . . . . . . . .

So much negative things happen this week. . . . .
from the coordinator
from Biotech pple from frens n
the worst part is from my own family. . . .
yeah yeah, i am farking disappointed with them.

This evening they asked me to join them to go back to the village, visiting my grandparents. I wanted to say NO, but then thinking back that I'm rarely back to Kedah, I say YES

Then, I met my cousins there, Dila, undergraduate at UPM and Ja undergraduate at UTHM

I farking hate it when my dad n my mom keep comparing me with them, yeah yeah i know my CGPA is lower than them while they always get 3++ above.

Which then my dad said, "If people like Dila N Ja sure can get a high profile job with ur pointer, not like angah (which is ME) and along (My Sis)"

i just like ". . . . . . . . . . .WTF"

N, before, i told my mom that i will undergo internship at a company that doing business in Chicken, and im so impressed with their marketing part which make me choose that company.

N she like .. . "What? y suddenly u want to work with chicken? What happen to ur herb?"

she keep asking n asking until 1 point i'm mad with her. n yeah of course she mention about me working with the chicken company to my cousins.

My dad, i told him about i won the best presenter and the best project/business plan for Communication module and Entrepreneurship Module,

and he just like "ooh ala just in that batch and u win it with ur group member, not on ur own"

Man, they really don't understand me, and they will never do. I wanted to tell them, how they neglecting me, ignore me and never care about me. But I dont want to make this problem more complicated.

I feel like getting out from here as fast as i could, I feel like don't want to come back here. I thinking of changing my phone number and try to avoid them

N I will be back only after I've become a successful person. To show them i can be success without them, i can stand with my own feet.